Bug is sick,
K left for his training, boo. We are going to miss him so much. It's going to be hard with him gone as I'm still trying to study for my GMAT, which I rescheduled (at the cost of $50 thank you) for the beginning of November. I needed the extra time to study.
So, I have 4 people in my life that are pregnant right now. One is due this month, one is due November (my friend that lost her son!), one is due December, and one is due February. I'm happy for them, but I'm really feeling the strain of wanting another. Of course K's lay off and this move are slowing the process down. I work hard to remind myself that we will get a chance to try again, it's just a matter of time. The best part about it is that I can cuddle bug and it makes me feel so much better. I just so badly want to give her a sibling. It's been a year of unprotected sex again, but I didn't get my cycle back until about 6 months ago (or so). I know it's not affecting me as bad though, because the sex isn't about baby making. In fact, it's very strange, it's not like that at all. I think it's because I've accepted that we'll never get the 'happy accident' together, and I have come to terms with that. We are still stressing a little about IUI versus IVF, but I really have a feeling we'll go donor sperm IUI, just because we don't want that huge age gap.
Now that I've gone over a hodge podge of items, I have to get back to work. Hope everyone is having a great week!