my heart is breaking.......

It's 6am, and after another sleepless night for the whole family my heart is breaking as I listen to my little girl standing outside my bedroom door crying for her mama. But I can't go get her because I'mfeeding baby B and she is very sick. Contagious and we were advised to keep them seperated. So she can't come in and cuddle while I nurse. I hate this. I love you so much baby girl. Please know I'm just making sure your baby brother doesn't get sick. I want so bad to love on you right now.